Epiphanies

Hey all....

Just had a MAJOR brain fart...I have been fighting my heart for the last 2 weeks trying to figure out if I should give my ex-wife another chance.  I know I did some shit too to end the marriage, but nothing what she did.   I just got done watching Hamlet 2 and man was that a kick in the groin.  My heart is saying get her back and my brain is SCREAMING F*** NO!!!  I can't wait until I graduate Grad School and give her the invite for it...I would love to be the fly on the wall to see her reaction.  I know I need to move on, but it is hard when you dont have someone to share stuff with.  Friends are nice but that certain someone is better, and when you had that and lost it, it really SUX ASS! 

I guess what I am saying is being lonely sux, but Grad School is a nice pacifier.  When I do find "The One" she will appreciate what I have gone through and not be a total douche.  Thank God for Robotech!